"Do you think that I like to see wicked people die?..." ~ Ezekial 18:23

Ouch!  It really hurts to see hurting people hurt.  More on the Atheist encounters from earlier this month.   At first, when talking with Atheists I thought they were mean and nasty to anyone not in line with their beliefs, but they really are not any nicer or supportive to one another either.  It's pretty "cut throat" - the Atheist world.

I have a very deep sorrow about the people I've encountered on that blog.  Continuing to pray about them.  It's glaringly apparent what living in absolute denial of God can do.  I'm not saying that all those who claim to know God are any better.  Humans, we are just one messed up bunch.  But, there is a particular brand of dead bitterness of soul that I have never encountered before. These are deeply wounded people who don't even see how evident their hatred of God shows through their protestations of His non-existence.

I had an interesting exchange with a Muslim on the blog who was open to atheism.  He was sure that there were errors in the Bible and I mentioned that typically there was some misunderstanding that could be clarified by careful study of the original language.  He then asked me - "I remember reading a very peculiar cure for leprosy in the Bible which involved wiping the blood of doves on the leper or something like that. Do you know what I’m talking about?".  I noted a passage in Leviticus and paraphrased - "I have not seen the cure for leprosy that you describe, however, there is a ceremonial cleansing that takes place in Leviticus (Old Testament) after a person has been examined and found healed of a defiling skin disease. I believe it’s in Leviticus 14 and requires 2 birds - one to be killed and it’s blood mixed with water. The healed person is then sprinkled with the water 7 times and pronounced clean. This seems to be a way of publicly authorizing and announcing (a ceremony confirming status change) that a person previously unclean and outside the camp has been examined is clean and can now be inside the camp."

But then, God drew my attention to the passages in 2 Kings 5 about Naaman's real healing from leprosy.  I noted a paraphrased version of the passage to him in the blog - "The cure for leprosy that stands out in the Old Testament is where Naaman goes to see the prophet Elisha. Elisha sends his servant to tell Naaman to wash 7 times in the Jordan and his flesh will be restored and he will be cleansed. Naaman, interestingly enough, is very angry with this. He struggles with the fact that the prophet did not come out personally, call on God’s name and wave over the spot and cure him. Then he frets that other rivers outside of Israel are better than the Jordan to wash in and why couldn’t he be cleansed in one of those? Finally one of his servants talks to him about it - noting that if this prophet had told him to go out and do some big great thing, he would not have hesitated to do it. How much better is it that he just said to wash and be cleansed? After this,it said that Naaman went and did what the prophet said to do and his flesh was restored and became like that of a young boy."

The irony that God should have drawn my attention to that Naaman passage was not lost on me.  It so beautifully illustrated the problem.  People have a pre-conceived notion of what knowledge of and encounter with God should look like and what they will accept or not when it comes to it. Just like Naaman – humans are offended that God does not do what they believe He should in the way they think He should. They miss the point and opportunity. Naaman suspended his pride, rage and anger long enough to actually encounter the living God - and that changed everything.

Praying that those who do not know God will have their heart touched by Him and take the opportunity to know Him.  He's so amazing and worthy of all praise!!

The Papa's Girl

This week Papa has been on my mind.
My Dad had a trip to the emergency room last weekend and underwent an unexpected surgery on the neck (vertebrae) to prevent paralysis.  At the writing of this, he still has another surgery, but God has been so out ahead on everything and I am so thankful.  Just got off the phone with him and he's anxious to get back to his new puppy dog and the regular routine of home with his wife, friends and family.

Growing up, my Dad seemed like a giant of a man to me.  He was big and tall (6 ft 3) strong arms, a big deep voice and he liked to play and wrestle my brother and I on the living room floor. We had to be very quiet coming home from school every day as he was always sleeping and worked nights. You could hear him all over the house - his bass voice shaking the walls  - as he sang in the shower, "AS I WALKED OUT ON THE STREETS OF LAREDO.  AS I WALKED OUT ON LAREDO ONE DAY, I SPIED A YOUNG COWBOY ALL WRAPPED IN WHITE LINEN, WRAPPED IN WHITE LINEN AS COLD AS THE CLAY".  Some of the most fun and memorable times for me were when our Dad would take us (my brother and I) swimming at the pool or beach. He could hold his breath so long and just lay on the bottom of the pool, then he'd rush up from underneath and throw you into the air and down you'd splash!  Since we were swimmers it was always fun.  He'd give us rides on his back in the pool too (like a dolphin!).  And, when we'd go to the beach, he'd swim way out and bring us back shells, sand dollars and even a horseshoe crab once.  Some of the other favorite times with Dad were family camping.  We'd all go together with my aunt, uncle and cousins and tent camp in places like Mammoth and June Lake.  We made trips on our own or with our scout troops to Joshua Tree, the Grand Canyon, O'Neill Park, Trabuco Canyon and other parks.  We had a little green 66 Volkswagen Beetle that had a special rack on top and my Dad (who was very good at packing, rope and knots) would tie our camp kitchen (a hinged box he made to carry our dry goods, stove, pans and kitchen camp things) along with all of our camp gear surrounded by a heavy tarp. We'd find our camp, pitch our tents, set up our bags and kitchen.  We'd hike and Dad, my brother, cousins and uncle would fish.   It was some of the best times of our lives.  We'd sing around the campfire, play games and make S'more's.  I love my Dad and am thankful for a wonderful childhood with him.  My Dad didn't always make good choices, but I love him dearly, despite his failings. I learned that I have failings just like he does and though he hurt our family very deeply, I learned that I could forgive him and love him, just like my heavenly father does me!

I have another Papa too - God's so good to me!  I've been praying for this papa too as he goes about his life. For many years now I've had a spiritual Father who has taught, encouraged, modeled, facilitated and just plain been a joy to my heart. He's taught me Father God's heart of love and healing!  Pastor Joe Johnson is an amazing gift from God.  I'm so thankful I've had a chance to learn from him, be encouraged by him, and grow up in Christ along side him.  But more than anything - I just really love him for him (he's really hilarious - ask him to tell an Ole and Sven joke or put on his dreadlocks or just hear him laugh - your laugh is healing Joe!!).  His Father Heart anointing is such an outflow of who he is and the joy of Jesus just shines out of every pore. In later years, his ministry "Heart of the Father" (of course, what else!) has brought love, healing and hope to so many hurting people. God uses him to break off chains and free people.  He is also equipped to equip the body as well as heal (what a great combo that God uses so wonderfully). I always sort of can't believe that I am fortunate enough to know him, let alone be friends with him.  The longer I know him, the more I come to appreciate so many things about who he is (some he's not even aware of!). He's always learning, growing and trying new things - listening to Papa and Jesus for guidance and more than anything - he's always doing his best to be himself and enjoy God more.  I think of all things, this one thing was what made me like him so very much and want to learn from him.  I've struggled to be me and know God.  Joe has given me the freedom to be myself more and helped me walk closer to God than ever.  I've been so blessed to travel with him to Norway, Tucson, and parts of California. What a great Papa he has always been to me.  I pray for many more years of enjoying him.

Last, but certainly not least - I have an amazing Father in Heaven.  He is constantly revealing more of who He is and His heart to me and the world.  He delights in me - smiles when I spend time with Him (His smile is quite brilliant too!).  He tells me I'm His baby girl and loves to listen when I share my dreams and hopes - He encourages me and tells me I can! He provides everything I need - abundantly!!  He holds my hands as I walk.  I always want to do my very best for Him - not because I fear Him, but because He's so wonderful, I never want to disappoint Him.  I do fear His awesome power and holiness - but He shows me I'm becoming more like Jesus and He's making me able in everything He wants - to shine glory on Jesus.  He sings and dances over me.  He lifts me up and holds me close - comforting me.  He invites me into His throne room and I am his beloved child, welcome to come to Him and sit with Him snuggled up by His side.  I love being with Him and that He gave us Jesus.  He tells the most wonderful things about Jesus and I love to watch His eyes when He does.  They're so full of love - like when He looks at me.

Papas - our world so needs papas.  So thankful for ALL of mine!!

Adventures with Atheists

How do I get myself into these things?  More like - how does God get me into these things?  Fascinating, I never thought I'd be chatting back and forth with a world full of very cranky and condescending Atheists.  Not even on my radar of things I'd have the potential to do - but, BRING IT ON!!!  That's one of the many adventures God has me jumping into recently.  Clearly, I am not the person to debate with most of these "high philosophical and scientific" thinkers.  But, I am the person that God tapped to extend His heart of love and encounter to them.

It is interesting - I ran across a Wall Street Journal Blog started as a result of an essay by Ricky Gervaise (British comic, writer, filmmaker and actor - Creator of "The Office", small role in "Night at the Museum" and starring role in "Ghost Town" with Greg Kinnear). This was long before the Golden Globes debacle. I do like SOME of  (amended - not all) his humor, by the way, even though he is quite irreverent at times.  In his essay, Ricky argued against the existence of God. It caused such a huge response that WSJ set up a blog for questions to Ricky about it.  I visited this blog and read through, then began conversing in writing with several of those regularly posting about the logical reasons why God could not possibly exist.  They were putting down anyone who disagreed with them in any way.  It was a veritable sneer fest.  Just where I, "Little Miss Joy Bucket" belong!  The funniest part to me is that they think I'm a man (I used my real name). Mr. December to you bud!

God has been really teaching me something here and all the while He's also given me an opportunity to reach out to people He loves very much along with Him. He's asked me to love these people and invite them to know Him and His love for them.  They have been a really good challenge. Most have been involed with Christianity and have had some type of bad experience with it (wounding). You can see how some have become so embittered.  Broke my heart really.  Overcoming evil with good - just keeps ringing along with people knowing us by our love.  I'm impressed with God's emphasis that his body needs to really love those who, for what ever reason, never really knew Him personally or don't know Him at all and who are even violently against Him.  Moving in the opposite spirit and not approaching with logic or argument, but with Him and love.  We're going to see amazing things living out God's love to people.  So many of His beloved are just waiting to come to Him.  I'm looking forward to seeing God glorified!

God prompted me to pray for Christopher Hitchens some years ago and I've prayed about him coming to know and love God.  Who knows but that Ricky Gervais and several other atheists are on God's list of Brits that will come to know His love!

I don't know what will happen with these people, only that God asked and I'm happy to go adventuring with Him in it!  Such a world full of hurting, lost people (even ultra intellegent ones)!

Interdependency

We had these mugs when I was growing up!

Wow, amazing how interdependent our world has become in just a couple of generations of humans!  I was thinking more about that today as I sat through a talk from a chemical supplier.  He was explaining how the whole "melamine in pet food" debacle came to be (he didn't bring up the infant formula and chocolate coin candies) and how it's affected nearly every industry world wide since.  I hadn't thought about that in some time, but the bottom line is that companies world wide have been and continue going to China for all sorts of products due to cost.  Pet food, baby formula and chocolate candy coins were just a few of the products that ended up killing pets and people a few years ago.   Problem is, the quality controls in China are almost non-existent and the corruption is rampant - makes for a bad combination.  Turns out melamine is a plentiful by-product of plastics production (as well as the component used to make Melmac - that kitchy 40's and 50's plastic dinnerware - see my mugs!).  Melamine is a cheap readily available component and while it makes for cute dinnerware it's not quite so benign when eaten (wonder if eating off of it did anything?).  Apparently, a component of melamine is nitrogen - and nitrogen is tested as an indicator of protein levels.  Melamine adulteration made the products look as though they had really great protein content at a very cheap price. Manufacturers jumped at it.  Sadly, the Chinese people themselves have been victimized by their less than scrupulous countrymen, as products like this are still sold in their country.

The ramifications of this are still spreading out.  We now see many industries (especially in the U.S.) digging in with heavy regulation and safeguards now to try to prevent this type of threat to the food chain and humans.  Melamine had even been found in feed given to animals raised for humans to eat.  This quick money scheme was just one wake up call displaying world vulnerabilities.

It got me to thinking again how very interdependent we are becoming.  Our world is smaller and smaller every day.  Bad choices made in China affect many all over the world directly.  Bad choices in one EU country affect all the others.  Bad choices in the U.S. affect markets everywhere.  We are becoming that smaller community faster than we realize.  Don't blink!

However, just as bad choices now rock our entire world overnight - good choices can too!!  That's the flip side of this deal.  I want to focus on the real opportunity here.  We are so interdependent that we can now affect the world (even as individuals) more quickly and amazingly than ever before!!!  Am I the only one who sees this?  I don't think I am. And, the one thing we have as the beloved in Christ is that we are empowered for good far beyond our ability to see.  God is moving in this time through His people to bring light, hope and transformation.  I am so glad to be placed in this time.  How many saint's of old looked with longing upon this time?!  I'm not saying we won't have struggles or challenges (this dark world will war with us), but God is in us!! How can we be anything but overjoyed?  Just looking at Him, who He is, His character and awe inspiring attributes and His heart for us and this world - His glory will stand blazing as a testimony!  I am only more and more encouraged.  My attitude for this year is one of "Over the top Optimism"!!  As my friend Laura said not long ago, "I'm obnoxiously hopeful!"  I'm so with you Laura!

Take Jesus' hand and learn to trust Him surely and mightily, and you can be "Obnoxiously Hopeful" in interdependency too!

Your Assignment.....

It's a new year!  I loved 2010, and am even more hopeful for 2011!

Can you imagine - being placed specifically in a place and time for a purpose only you can accomplish.  Being given gifts that only you possess in the combination that you do and support, permission, authorization and provision to use them fully. And, it's all up to you to say yes or no to the assignment? Seems like an sci-fi action spy movie or some sort of weird version of "The Amazing Race" until you realize I'm talking about YOU and ME and what we call our seemingly mundane every day lives!  What would life look like if we lived in light of our real calling?  I invite you to think about it, but don't just stop there - act!  Yes, act - now.  Don't wait - it's really simple and, you don't only have permission - you have authorization!  If you have trouble anywhere along the line - let me know, I'm happy to encourage you in this because seriously, I need you to be who you are!  And, not just me - the world's been waiting too.

So.....

EVALUATE: what it is that you are gifted with, the place you've been put, the people you've been given to interact with and love, the work you do, your sphere of influence,  what it is specifically that you've been put here for and what needs to stop and what needs to start.

AND DON'T STOP THERE!!

ACT:  now!  Live each moment in light of your evaluation!

God loves you and made every provision for you in order that you live into who He made you fully.  Determine to accept Him and His great calling for your life and - GO FOR IT!